secret corner of kmpk

selame aku dk kt kmpk ni, bru aku tau yg ade tmpt ni kt sini.haha..

aktiviti petang2

FYI ni la aktiviti ktorg kt kmpk ni time ptg2..

p/s:gambar aku xde sbb aku ade kt blakang camera :P

kenapa aku buat band?

semakin hari semakin meriah scene muzik tempatan .hampir tiap-tiap minggu ade jek gig yg dianjurkan.bkn satu atau dua gig tapi berpuluh gig yg dianjurkan di seluruh negara baik di penang,ipoh,KL,seremban,kuantan dan johor...ini satu fenomena yg sihat! yela dlm sibuk2 org membicarakan muzik m'sia ni dh mkin nazak dan hampir berkubur, namun dari kaca mata aku relitinya adalah sebaliknya.muzik di m'sia ni tak mati.



selain dari gig yg bertambah,semakin bercambah juga band2 baru yg keluar dgn pelbagai genre muzik.bila tgk flyers berbagai2 name band..band itu la.band ini la..tapi persoalannyer adakah band2 ni benar2 memperjuangkan band dan muzik mereka dgn memperjuangkan muzik dan band mereka dgn jujur atau semata2 mengikut trend semasa yg terkesan dari ledakan trend 'indie' tu sendiri...



aku ada bwat soal selidik dgn rmi individu yg mempunyai band secara rambang. ada yg benar2 jujur dlm apa yg mereka lakukan dan ada juga yg sekadar terpinga2 bila diajukan soalan:"kenapa kau bwat band??". "alaa ktorg bwat band just nk seronok2 jek,dpt awek rmi.hehehe.." . "org lain bwat band kitorg pn nk bwat band jugak.x nk la ketinggalan". "biar nmpk cool bro barulah gempak". "kami nk meriahkan scene muzik tempatan, nk lawan indon". "aku rasa aku ada bakat, and aku nk ekspresikn apa yg aku rasa dgn band aku ni". .



itu antare jwpan yg aku terima dari individu2 yg terlibat.ada yg benar2 ingin memajukan band mereka dan x kurg juga yg sekadar suka2..bila anda dh tau matlamat anda maka akan timbul pula bagaimana hendak mencapai tujuan dan matlamat anda.dlm soal ini,anda perlulah bertanya dgn individu2 atau band2 yg telah berjaya dan juga mereka yg berilmu serta berpengalaman luas dlm bidang muzik dan scene itu sendiri..



satu perkara yg perlu diingat; jgn terlalu cpt berpuas hati, bangga dan sombong kerana apabila sudah timbul tiga sifat ini maka bersedialah utk mengucapkan selamat tinggal kpd matlamat asal anda kerana ianya akan membantutkan kreativiti anda dan merosakkan masa dpn band anda utk kekal lebih lama kerana ego telah mengatasi tujuan asal anda bermain muzik...jadi kpd band2 yg sedang meningkat naik, tetapkan matlamat dan tujuan anda, buangkn sifat ego dan sombong dan jgn mudah berasa bangga diri apabila dijemput utk membuat show di mana2 kerana itu sebenarnya hanyalah langkah permulaan utk meniti tangga2 kejayaan.teruskan usaha...

i don't hate u

when we were five,

they asked us what we wanted to be when we grew up.

our answers were things like, astronauts, president... or in my case, an officer.

when we were ten,

they asked again..

we answered, a rock star, cowboy, or in my case, a gold medalist.

but now that we're grown up, they want a serious answer.

well, how about this: Who the hell knows?


this isn't the time to make hard and fast decisions..

this is a time to make mistakes

take the wrong train and get stuck somewhere..

fall in love... a lot..

change your mind, and change it again, because nothing's permanent.

so, make as many mistakes as you can.

that way, someday, when they ask what we want to be, we won't have to guess... we'll know...

i am who i am

“he’s stupid, he’s trouble, he’s a loser.”

“there’s nothing that you can do to change it.”

“it’s a basic genetic.”

huh..

am i stupid?

am i a loser?

urrghh...


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somebody: why are you doing this?

me: doing what?

somebody: you came here to study dude. not wasting your time doing nothing..

me: sigh..

somebody: you got problem? seems like your soul is not here..

me: what??

somebody: you know..hanging around, play ball, guitar...that kind of stuff

me: huh..because this is who i am

somebody: what??

me: you don't get it, do you? people like you will never get it..

somebody: people like me?

me: yeah.people like you... academic is not my thing. okay? i want to do something instead of stay in my room and read books.. it is so not me..i like to play ball, do activities, help people.. maybe i even pretty good at those things.. i wanna get my own life...

somebody: but, sometimes we just got to go on with life. maybe this is your place, your destiny..

me: save your inspirational speeches for someone who really need it..i know who i am..i'm a loser, i'm trouble, i'm stupid..it's a basic genetic.can't help it...sorry dude. i'm stuck here. i regret on my own decision...


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what the hell am i doing here?

damn! this is not my place..

i'm not belong here

but this is my decision...

i'm going to fix this

i'll try everything i could to get out from here

sorry mom, dad..

i didn't mean to hurt you

i should listen to you from the beginning..sigh...

i miss you..

"i miss you.."

"well, i'm here."

"no.i miss YOU..."

formula hidup

hidup x semudah teori..

walaupun saban hari aku menerima byk teori tentang hidup,

"ko relax jek dowh.ko pikir +ve lah"

"lupekan jek ape yang dah lps.ko concentrate ape yg depan ko jek"

"kite bwat jek ape yg kite suke.peduli la org nk ckp ape"

"just be yourself.bwat pe nk ikut org?"

teori2 tu sume aku dh muak dgr..

aku nk something yg btol2 bley yakinkan aku

"sume bnde start dari hati.klu ko nk sume bnde bley jd"

teori tu seolah2 tepat utk merungkai persoalan aku

tp camne aku nk bwat bnde yg aku x suke?semate2 utk teruskn idup?

"ape yg ko dpt tu la takdir ko.just try your best.msti ade hikmah"

kate2 tu bwat aku lg patah smgt.huh.x gune..

bukan aku x caye pd takdir.tp klu berharap sgt kt takdir tu BODOH namenyer

aku bley fikir lg la.bley usaha lg.bley ubah nasib aku

sudah...

nmpk sgt aku msih kerdil kt dunia ni

mslah diri sendiri pn x bley nk settle

cmne nk settle mslah lg bsr nnt?

aku perlukn sokongan

aku perlukan pertolongan

aku perlukan pengalaman

aku perlukan masa...